Has ever you asphyxiation with your own hands?

Or that the world laughs your gaze desert? Never have meaning; I feel enclosed in a cube that I do not understand me ;

treyder v/s nigomancia

Change much, this was my old self and truly loved if it ; Although it was a little 'strange', loved ; Now that I do not like this much, because he has played poorly and repents and often do not want to exist